<_< If everyone was like you, EVERYONE would've quit.. You haven't even been playing for that long. Me, I've been playing for 4 years.. I've been called a noob, and it's been hard for me.. But you're on the right track. I understand that you want to actually be good, and you don't wanna like, leech off of people, but you can't quit, because you'll never get good like that. Honestly, give it a year.. When you look back then, you'll be like "I can't believe I thought of quitting! Wtf?"